Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Dear Diary,

Satan's gestapo is moving in for the kill
They want to make my life blank and meaningless. They try to make my life dark and destroy every spark. March-Sherry Bretz

They call me Ann Frank and tell me to write for them. They want to inspire me to write through suffering so the Nazis can use it.

They said they tortured me in the past for story material. They bug my home to record my suffering to use it in film and books.

They said satan derives power off my suffering. They tell me they have stole my life and my youth. They told me ten years ago they were destroying my beauty and extracting my life force through daily torture to slowly kill me for satanic power. They said they were psychic vampires and they fed off innocence, light and youth.

How crazy is that?

--- A silent holocaust is taking place people keep hidden. They don't want to know such evil people exist.

I am totally clueless about todays world. I can't speak my mind or heart freely. I am confused and bewildered about how people can be turned into modern day slaves in the twenty first century. I can't speak the truth anywhere or get involved in political affairs that this group doesn't try to silence me and torture me. If I was a citizen of the Russian Federation I could speak my heart freely and not be confined, tortured and threatened. I have been enslaved in my country for many years. Ever since I received an invite to a writers conference in Maui I have suffered. The higher ups did nothing to protect me or stop the evildoers. The people working in law enforcement and so called protective agencies turned a blind eye to the crimes taking place in this country and let terrorist soldiers torture me and conduct experiments with advanced untraceable weapons on my body. You need special equipment to detect these weapons. Not only is this the weirdest mind screw I have ever known they actually steal your mind while conducting these experiments in the occult through pain and suffering. They tell me they are giving me a lobotomy from space. They love to create fear and base story characters and movie characters through examining my life and creating different terrifying scenarios to get me to react . They play people and consider themselves avid hunters. They harass you through corporate callers and gang bullies and post terrifying symbols and pictures of  cats and mice. They have a slave network. They feed off fear. They feed off suffering. What sort of demons would enjoy committing these crimes on defenseless women who never broken the law or hurt anybody? My husband and I are two of the most easy going harmless people you'll ever meet. Neither one of us has ever broken the law, missed paying our taxes or been late on buying tags for our car. We don't go out on the town or hang out with dark people or anyone who has ever been in any trouble with the law. The group that chose me for these Nazi mind experiments seems to pick people who won't be easily missed, live a quite life and are financially stable. They thought they found an easy target after they stole my life's work at the Maui Writers Conference. They are only angry and paranoid because I exposed their crime and conducted my own investigation. They were so arrogant to say I was supposed to cry after their crimes and let them steal the remainder of my life like they told me they would do. They said I was beauty and innocence to powerful to resist when they met me in 1997 and they loved to prey on that. They told me someone had to take my virtue and they were glad it was them. What human in their right mind would willingly be a victim of such a dark group and take such nasty insults and cruel assaults and not be mentally and physically damaged for life? I have never intimately been involved with these people but they have tortured every part of my body with these Nazi style weapons. Only a woman of God could have the strength to resist this group and find eternal salvation and continue to reach and grow through love and faith. That is the light they want to destroy in me. That is the strength they want to destroy because it's of Godly origin. God gives me insight, truth and courage. They have tried to break me so many times. They even tried to lead me to suicide years ago. I suspect this is the same group who tried to lure Paris to commit suicide. They watch me. They wait like hungry wolves. They say they even go through my trash. They have hacked every computer I have ever owned. They have controlled every computer. They try to control my mind. They monitor my thoughts and control my daily behavior and try to  destroy my will and hunger to live and grow. They want to destroy everything about my spirit and turn me into a programmed shell without any brain, resistance or dignity. They try to drive me insane because I resist evil, I fear evil and want to get away from them. They make me afraid now because they have tortured me for so long it's hard to know anything but daily pain. They have stolen a part of me. They damaged me two weeks ago to where the biggest part of me is missing. They said they would strip layers until I bared my soul and there was no place else to go and I had to expose myself to them. They only destroyed my mind. They only stole portions of my brain. They never exposed me to them. They put me in a very dark terrifying place by zapping areas of my brain and removing walls that we naturally need to defend ourselves and feel safe from enemy intruders. They destroyed the part of me that made me feel whole. They destroyed a portion of me and made me broken in some regard but not the essence of me. Not the spirit that will exist after this life is over God claimed me. They told me they want stop until they have destroyed every valuable part of me. A tourist could get on a plane and go anywhere they want and say and do whatever they want but I can't even say what I want on a computer or in the privacy of my own home. I have no place to hide